About this Retreat
Hello:) My name is Martijn (30). For the past ten years I have been diving deep into myself and spirituality. I love both the metaphysical and magical part of it, as well as the shadow work and the letting go of everything that keeps my energy from soaring high. More and more my state of being is one of love, freedom, enthusiasm, joy and peace, and that is what I wish to bring to all people around me.
For the past 7 years, I have been an entrepreneur, and worked on several mobile apps. Recently I decided I wanted stop doing that, and solely focus on my souls mission of helping people to become their unrestrained Self. I am professionally guiding people out of their depression and burn-out via my own practice.
I started playing the guitar and tongue drum, and I am working on my singing skills. Hopefully I will be able to use them soon as assistance and guidance during our ceremonies. Besides guiding, I also love teaching. The mind sometimes needs certain concepts and perspectives, before it feels safe enough to drop its guard and allows the consciousness to move back into the heart. I believe a balance between love and wisdom is essential to move towards the higher states, and remain there.
I hope you give yourself the gift of becoming fearlessly who you are. Assistance from us and the universe will be there for you once you have made the commitment. Much love, and I hope to see you at one of our retreats!
Hi, I am Renate (35), single mother of a boy and always trying to be a better mother for him, and more loving and compassionate towards myself and the people around me.
In my gene keys, my vocation and life’s work are universal love and empathy. This can really be felt by the people around me, and those who come to the Truly Loving Center. This also shows in the reviews I get: “Renate pours her heart into the ceremonies and creates a loving atmosphere for everyone to get a safe setting for the best possible journey.” I work and live more and more intuitively, which always results in the best outcome for everyone. It shows in the wisdom I can share, that I work from the heart (which is my SQ/heart in the gene keys). Apart from that, I also sing from the heart during the plant medicine journeys. I can also speak light language, which activates whatever needs activation in your system. I am also following a healing course, where I learn to deepen my connection to my guides and work together with them on gaining clarity and activating healing in your body.
After I was asked to start guiding ayahuasca ceremonies at another center, I was also asked to take ayahuasca and ask the medicine for clarity about myself as a guide. I had a long and difficult journey, but there was just one very short moment where I felt that the medicine told me that I am already guiding energetically anyway, so ‘doing’ the guiding during ceremonies would make perfect sense. A whole journey, and the answer was given to me in just a few seconds!
The ‘guiding’ works through in all parts of my life and not just my work as a plant medicine guide. I find myself getting complimented about being an inspiration to others around me.
During your plant medicine ceremony, I will:
- Give instructions on how to navigate through your journey.
- Provide a safe and loving space for you to be yourself and show your vulnerability.
- Be present with you.
- Make general teachings relatable and understandable with examples from my own life.
At most of our retreats, Felix the cat will be present as well. It is believed that cats heal people, and transmute negative energies, making space for positive energies.
The name Felix means 'happy', or 'lucky'.
Felix has his own special job, one I cannot explain in words. Only he really knows.
Details of this retreat
OUR MISSION
Many people live their life in a state of battle. They are trying to get it right, trying to get to a place of contentment or trying to be okay. When someone asks how they are doing, they answer: “Not bad”, or “It’s been worse”. We believe life can be different for everybody.
Our mission is to help people to truly start loving life again. To experience really feeling alive, full of love and joy, instead of struggling, fighting and surviving. This is a process of opening up to life, and to stop defending yourself from it.
To open up to life, it is needed to stop fighting feelings of guilt, shame, self-rejection, fear or just a general sense of discomfort. Only when we stop and face whatever lies within us, we can process these old emotions and stored traumas, and we can stop fighting. If we don’t do that, we live out of compensation to make sure not to feel these feelings. Life becomes a battle.
WHAT CAN PSILOCYBIN DO FOR YOU?
Psilocybin therapy can help you to face and process whatever is blocking you from your joyful expression in life. It can also help you gain new perspectives on yourself, life and what you want to do in it. True alignment of what you do with who you really are starts taking place when you remove the blockages inside.
Psilocybin can also be really joyful, and bring a sense of peace, bliss and can help you experience there is more love than you have ever felt before. It can also help you experience oneness with the universe and experience that everything is connected. A sense of wholeness can follow.
People that have visited us already describe the effects of psilocybin therapy as:
- A life-changing experience
- I have more clarity
- A sense of direction that is aligned with what I love and who I am
- Feeling a weight has lifted
- Feeling more love for myself and the people and nature around me
- A sense of contentment
- Feeling grateful for life
- Being less blocked in my expression, my work and in my creativity
- Feeling less resistant and more joyful for things I have to do
- A deep comfort in knowing that life is here to help me and not to work against me
- Emotional healing on a deep level and physical healing
WHAT WE OFFER
- A comfortable and safe environment, where you feel safe enough to release your traumas or blockages
- Professional guidance when you’re struggling or when you’re afraid of a ‘bad’ trip and help you get through it and gain the gold that’s hiding behind your fears
- Instructions on how to get the most out of your journey
- Support before, during and after your ceremony
- Honesty, presence, love and acceptance
- Sound healing/voice healing/light language activations
- Optional follow-up guidance and/or integration coaching
Martijn specializes in psychological guidance and asks the right questions to get you to the core of your traumas. He can help you regain clarity within and regarding what to do in life. Renate is a loving and nurturing woman with a soft touch (both figuratively and literally), who brings calmness and peace into the space.
WHAT TO EXPECT
Friday
- A pickup from a nearby train station in the afternoon.
- Before going into the first ceremony of the weekend, we have some tea and help you feel at ease and give instructions on how to get the most out of the journey. We also talk about dosage. There is an option to deepen your psilocybin journey with a MAOi.
- 1st ceremony.
- We serve the psilocybin tea and before the journey really starts, we sometimes give a guided meditation or some breathwork to help you ease into your journey. When the journey starts, music is being played to assist you. We can do soundhealing, singing, drumming and/or a light language activation if we see fit. The journey takes about 4 hours.
- Some juice, soup and bread to energize the body. After that, if we feel up for it, we can take a walk outside, and then we go to sleep.
Saturday
- The next morning we have breakfast, and you can write about your journey.
- After breakfast we do a sharing, we give deeper insights about your journey, and more advice about the next ceremony.
- A walk in nature, or with bad weather we walk through the village.
- Some time for resting or some time for yourself, where we take the time to prepare the psilocybin tea.
- 2nd ceremony.
- Some juice, soup and bread to energize the body. After that, if we feel up for it, we can take a walk outside, and then we go to sleep.
Sunday
- The next morning we have breakfast, and you can write about your journey.
- After breakfast we do a sharing, we give deeper insights about your journey, and we talk about integration.
- Departure and drop-off at nearby train station.
INTAKE
Before we can fully confirm your booking, we require an intake procedure which consists of filling in an intake form, and a +- 1 hour intake call in which we can get to know each other, talk about your specific case and answer any questions you might still have.