Private Ibogaine & 5MEO-DMT - Retreat

I was born and raised in Finland. Graduated as a Master of Science from the most prestigious university of the country. I was full of ego and pride of all I had accomplished. But I was not happy working in my office. I had forgotten who I really was for too much education, and the essence of myself had been faded. Definitely I didn't have enough self love. Altough I had been the 'best in class', I was missing something. I couldn't find it because I didn't know what I needed. The void I felt inside lead me to 'truthseeking' and studying various self-help materials. I believed the power of manifestation, but that didn't really work for me. I started with reading about spirituality, but didn't understand it as I hadn't experienced ever anything out of this world. I practiced lots of meditation, and it eased the anxiety, but it didn't go away. I had to keep treating it with marijuana and occasionally with alcohol. It didn't kill me, but it definitely didn't make me any stronger. I travelled world around and moved to another continent learned my third language (spanish), that became my first, but I didn't find the key to happiness. Not until in summer of 2014 I came across with the medicine of bufo alvarius (5meodmt), after searching help for anxiety and depression. It was in Guadalajara in Mexico, when from the very first session I had been healed and the new chapter started in my life. I started serving the medicine little by little within family and friendships. I believe, that you dont need a special preparation for becoming a healer, only an own experience of suffering, and healing from inside, can prepare one to be a healer. And let's remember, a healer is only someone who serves as a trigger your own ability to heal yourself. Thank you for reading and see you soon! I hope this serves you as a trigger for your own healing. --- Nací y crecí en Finlandia. Graduado como Master en Sciencia de la mas prestigiosa universidad del pais Estaba lleno de ego y orgullo de todo lo que había logrado. Pero no estaba feliz trabajando adentro de la oficina. Había olvidado quién era realmente por demasiada educación, y la esencia de mí mismo había desvanecido. Definitivamente no tenía suficiente amor propio. Aunque había sido el "mejor de su clase", me faltaba algo. No pude encontrarlo porque no sabía lo que necesitaba. El vacío que sentí en mi interior me llevó a 'buscar la verdad' y a estudiar varios materiales de autoayuda. Creía en el poder de la manifestación, pero eso realmente no funcionó para mí. Comencé leyendo sobre espiritualidad, pero no lo entendí porque nunca había experimentado nada fuera de este mundo. Practiqué mucha meditación que me alivió la ansiedad, pero no lo hizo desaparecer. Tuve que seguir tratándolo con marihuana y ocasionalmente con alcohol. No me mató, pero definitivamente no me hizo más fuerte. Viajé por el mundo y me mudé a otro continente aprendí mi tercer idioma (español), que se convirtió en el primero, pero no encontré la clave de la felicidad. Hasta el verano 2014 me encontré con la medicina del Bufo Alvarius, después de buscar ayuda para la ansiedad y la depresión. Fue en Guadalajara, México, cuando desde la primera sesión me había curado y el nuevo capítulo comenzó en mi vida, y empecé servir la medicina poco a poco entre amistades y familia. Creo firmemente que no se necesita una preparación especial para convertirse en un sanador, solamente la propia experiencia de sufrimiento y la curación desde el interior, puede preparar a uno para ser un sanador. Y recordemos, un sanador es solo alguien que sirve como disparador de tu propia habilidad para curarte a ti mismo. ¡Gracias por leer y hasta pronto! Espero que esto te sirva como detonante para tu propia sanación.

Mario Gómez Mayorga has a great passion for well-being, human development, and holistic health, supporting people in the marvelous adventure of self-discovery, inner growth, and betterment, sharing through workshops indigenous procedures, for ways to forge a healthy strong body as the foundation for awareness in the quest for consciousness and freedom, also known as "The Path With A Heart". Mario has been working at Bufo Alvarius Sanctuary just about a year but he has become indispensable element guiding our quests from the first contact by telephone, through the ceremonies on site and during the integration process.