Valtteri Hietaluoma (Doctr Alvarius)

About The Teacher

I was born and raised in Finland. Originally I was indoctrinated to believe, I AM Engineer. Graduated as a Master of Science from the most prestigious university career of the country, I was full of ego and pride of all I had accomplished. But I was not happy working in my office. I had forgotten who I really was for too much education, and the essence of myself had been faded. Definitely I didn't have enough self love. Altough I had been the 'best in class', I was missing something. I couldn't find it because I didn't know what I needed.

The void I felt inside lead me to 'truthseeking' and studying various self-help materials. I believed the power of manifestation, but that didn't really work for me. I started with reading about spirituality, but didn't understand it as I hadn't experienced ever anything out of this world. I practiced lots of meditation (2x20min a day for years), and it eased the anxiety, but it didn't go away. I had to keep treating it with marijuana and occasionally with alcohol. It didn't kill me, but it definitely didn't make me any stronger.

I travelled world around and moved to another continent learned my third language (spanish), that became my first, but I didn't find the key to happiness. Not until in 2015, I came across with the medicine of bufo alvarius (5meodmt), after searching help for anxiety and depression. It was in Guadalajara in Mexico, when from the very first session I had been healed and the new chapter started in my life, healing as a vocation.

I strongly believe, that you dont need a special preparation for becoming a healer, and perhaps there couldn't even be anykind of formal education for becoming a healer. No other than thing than own experience of suffering, and healing from inside, can prepare one to be a healer. Heal yourself and you can heal others!

Thank you for reading and see you soon!

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Nací y crecí en Finlandia. Originalmente fui adoctrinado para creer, soy ingeniero. Graduado como Master en Sciencia de la mas prestigiosa carrera y universidad del pais, estaba lleno de ego y orgullo de todo lo que había logrado. Pero no fui feliz trabajando adentro de la oficina. Había olvidado quién era realmente por demasiada educación, y la esencia de mí mismo había desvanecido. Definitivamente no tenía suficiente amor propio. Aunque había sido el "mejor de su clase", me faltaba algo. No pude encontrarlo porque no sabía lo que necesitaba.

El vacío que sentí en mi interior me llevó a 'buscar la verdad' y a estudiar varios materiales de autoayuda. Creía en el poder de la manifestación, pero eso realmente no funcionó para mí. Comencé leyendo sobre espiritualidad, pero no lo entendí porque nunca había experimentado nada fuera de este mundo. Practiqué mucha meditación (2x20min por día durante años), y alivió la ansiedad, pero no desapareció. Tuve que seguir tratándolo con marihuana y ocasionalmente con alcohol. No me mató, pero definitivamente no me hizo más fuerte.

Viajé por el mundo y me mudé a otro continente aprendí mi tercer idioma (español), que se convirtió en el primero, pero no encontré la clave de la felicidad. Hasta 2015, me encontré con la medicina del Bufo Alvarius (5meodmt), después de buscar ayuda para la ansiedad y la depresión. Fue en Guadalajara, México, cuando desde la primera sesión me había curado y el nuevo capítulo comenzó en mi vida, la curación como vocación.

Creo firmemente que no se necesita una preparación especial para convertirse en un sanador, y tal vez ni siquiera podría haber una educación formal para convertirse en un sanador. No es otra cosa que la propia experiencia de sufrimiento y la curación desde el interior, puede preparar a uno para ser un sanador. ¡Cúrate a ti mismo y puedes curar a otros!

Gracias por leer y hasta pronto!

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