I’ve wanted to do a silent retreat ever since my philosophy of religion course freshman year of uni 2006. I am so glad I finally got the chance. The zazen sessions were taxing. I had to evacuate a posture the first night, a minute later they chimed the end. I realized I could have persevered but let fear rule my thoughts instead of surrendering to the discomfort. I made it through the rest of the retreat and really learned that my posture is terrible. My back was destroyed, but also VERY strong.
I lived the work practice so much. I’m very drawn to active meditation practices like rock climbing, martial arts, marksmanship, yoga, etc. The sitting was hard, but I learned so much more about my ability to self regulate and maintain stillness. I’m excited to come back and volunteer and attend more retreats. I became a member immediately upon returning.
I enjoyed the food! The residents were all very warm and welcoming. Everyone provides enough space and community at the same time. The teachers are all incredible and I particularly connected with Mioyu’s dharma talks. I loved the way she and Bansho connected their efforts.
The breakout rooms were incredible. After days of near total silence, even the hushed conversation in the library sounded like we were shouting after a concert. I cried multiple times a day from the release of a lot of stress- lots of life changes coming up soon.
I’m looking forward to helping out on Construction projects in the future. I am so glad I discovered this community.
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