BECOMING (Her**Him) WHOLE

THE 'WHAT NEXT' TURNING TO MAGIC

A few years ago, I had that moment that defines you, that I never saw coming.

I was in that ‘launching’ mode.

My website was done. Creative, clean, full of energy. A platform for movements created for the big guys (the companies) meant to support the cool guys (creators and awakening souls).

All wonderful, quite visionary except… I WAS NOT EXCITED about my own creation.

What now? I was shocked. I built it with purpose, I loved its design. I had spent one and a half years attending the coolest intensive course on digital marketing, a big upgrade in my marketer education. The website was unique, all full of innovation.
Why was this happening?

My launch strategy was simple, powerful, I thought it was clear what needed to be done, I just couldn’t make myself do this next step.
I was in good shape (so I thought). My energetic balance was good, I had a deep state of that delicious presence. All day long, I was working and focusing on creating.

I was excited by the general process of creation. I just didn’t feel excited about this very creation I had just created.
Didn’t I want all of this? Holy comedy. I got really puzzled contemplating all this.

So, I did what I always do, when in search of any answer.

I got into my special space of gamma brain waves that I call gamma meditation & downloads that I use to solve or create pretty much anything I need.

‘What is the problem here?’ I asked. A dialogue formed.

‘Her wish is to be the feminine. Yeah. Dresses, and silk, and artistic expression. One of a kind.’ A melodic dance of words appears shockingly in front of me, almost mocking me and my composed seriousness.

‘Her... Who is ‘her’?

‘Yes, that is exactly the question. Who is ‘her’? Have you talked to her lately? Have you come to know her? Who she is, what she loves other than work, how she wishes to express all of this creation in the world, the movements, the digital campaigns? Do you care to know her strategy?’

‘Holy comedy.’ I say to myself. ‘I thought we’re on the verge of implementing this big vision, helping all those creators of the new earth. Isn’t that good enough of a plan for her?’

‘Oh, yeah. She will do all that too.’

‘Too? What else is she doing? Pancakes?’

‘Yeah, lately… hardly anything. Just work, websites, and planning campaigns. That isn’t cool enough for her.’

Check mat. I was arguing with creation about creation. My creation. The conflict subject was ‘me’. And the dialogue insisted on calling me ‘Her’.

It took me a few months to fully get it. And each month would come with a new revelation that would turn my life upside down entirely. Next, I let go of my masculine superpowers of initiating, and striving and controlling.

Making things happen was my speciality. It worked pretty good before my awakening. I got everything I wanted. Easy. I found out that SHE now wants to be magnetic, inspired, allured into magic, and that all she needs will just come to her, and that’s the way she creates. Her. The magnetism principle, and the new kind of queen apparently. :D

Some of my masculine cherished superpowers gathered with the last hopes of a congruent agreement for our path ahead, mine and hers… and I… made a list.

It was all about Her.

Her list.

She wanted to be in her state of ecstasy all the time, she wanted to serve through these codes of ecstasy of being and creating. The ecstasy was forever calling her forward. And she wanted to travel, create unique dresses, and put codes of ecstatic creation in the hands of creators. Her… was a precious. Such a comedy… and I was just… working and creating. Not cool enough for her.

Shame on me.

And my job, in all this next phase of my life in which she was supposed to sit in her cool magnetism and watch how all the magic happens for her and comes to her… I had to…

Become HER.

You would have bet I am a smart one. It took me a while though to understand that the powerful way to sustain a big vision, implement it as an empowered yin-yang creator, and taste that delicious ecstasy of creation was to be able to embody the feminine, then the yin-yang, and to become whole.

I also understood why I had all those weird delays, why it felt like something was missing, and no matter what I was DOING, things weren’t progressing in the past phase.

This all happened a few years ago. Fast forward to now, we (I and her :) for she (my next version of my sweetest self is always there, a few steps ahead, guiding me forward)...

We decided to invite more magic into this becoming. We invite you.

To build a movement for creators to become whole, ecstatic, unique. A movement on BECOMING HER, on BECOMING HIM, becoming WHOLE (yin yang integrated) again, and then creating, and working like a new kind, the KIND archetype & path in the world.

WHAT HAS CHANGED FOR ME AFTER INTEGRATING ALL OF THIS PROCESS OF BECOMING HER AND BECOMING WHOLE

1. I took a plunge into the unknown, went from resistance to travel to loving it, and manifested a whole new kind of travel as a local spending 6 months in India and Thailand, delving deep into powerful feminine energy, spending quite a while at the foot of Velliangiri Mountain, near my beloved symbol of yin yang, Adiyogi and having all my life radically transformed.

2. For the first time, I could create a foundation for implementing what I create, that ensures continuity, and design that perfect daily routine based on downloads, principles of magnetism, yin yang creation codes such as structure, downloads, flow, creativity.

3. The real magic happened when I tapped into that wonderful space of surrender and I understood the workings of manifestation and co-creation with consciousness, always being guided, having a deep knowing on what to focus on next, even why, and having a lot of fulfilment and contentment, natural gratitude.

4. The way I create changed 360 degrees, because now it was not about the manifestations and the end result, it was about sustaining this state of ecstatic being and creation all the time, at least a fragment of it, and that meant eating pancakes and enjoying a ton of the small and big stuff of life.

5. When I think back a decade ago, on what was the starting point… it feels almost surreal that I once had deep depression and panic attacks and was so trapped in burn-out at some point that I would struggle worrying when I wasn’t doing anything, or having anxiety in my stomach when I was working or doing something.

6. Perhaps one of the biggest blessings that came cascading all over my life is the ability to command my state of being, and regardless of what the day would present, knowing how to return back into a state of ecstatic pulsation that takes different forms, depending on what I am doing.

7. A bonus on integrating all of the codes of feminine energy on top of deepening that delicious state of presence was that I was now receptive to the blessings of the masculine codes, aligned direction, inspired action, simplicity, at times certainty.

8. From writing a book, and having people volunteer for the preparation of the movements, and to having people, projects, work and syncronistic magic find me out of the blue, this is her promise that I hardly believed, now deeply enjoying. The magnetism is working, is cool. And with this, a lot more has changed, however these all changes are the foundation for anything further.

DIFFERENT SITUATIONS WHEN THIS RETREAT CAN HELP

1. LAUNCH. You have created something, a business, a movement, a project, a life design change, and it doesn’t take off easily, nor does it bring fulfilment.

2. POSITIONING. You are not sure what to create, or whom to serve, or how to position yourself on the market, including with what type of product, program, service, etc.

3. AWAKENING. You have a sense of loose sense of identity after awakening phases, and you even feel more timelines available and want to navigate life further deliciously.

4. MULTI-PASSIONATE. You just have a ton of ideas, talents, aspects of yourself and you’re not sure how to manage it all, what to do with it, how to build unity and simplicity.

5. ECSTASY. You are drawn to the pulsation of this retreat, or you feel you can relate to parts of my story and awakening phases that you recognise in yourself too.

6. MOVER. You feel you are different, you have felt it all your life, but you have no idea how to be a mover, or what it means to create from wholeness.

7. CREATOR. You love the idea of tapping deeper into becoming a creator, or you also feel that the way people work, do things, and generally live does not quite fit you.

8. DOWNLOADS. For whatever other reasons you feel drawn to this, including receiving all the activations, codes, and deepening of your superpowers or activating them.

WHY IS THIS WORK SO ESSENTIAL?

Whether you are a woman or a man, we all have the feminine principle inside. When this is blocked, the masculine principle, however strong, can’t fully be embodied. When the feminine principle is activated, this can become a beautiful shortcut into downloading and integrating the deeper aspects of your masculine essence, downloading YOU simply anew.

Becoming her, becoming him, becoming whole again is so essential because it will literally impact every area in your life and eventually solve most of the things that stand between you and your next level in life, and in creation. Plus, it will solve the biggest awakening dilemma.

Awakening is so cool, yet nobody talks about how it changes everything. Turning things into challenges or into magic.
Awakening does impact all our life areas. Why? To put it simple (though it is a deeply complex mechanism), what happens through awakening is this:

A bridge forms between your conscious mind, subconscious and super-conscious and that changes many mechanisms that were previously at play in our brain, body and being. It changes the receiving mechanism, the decision making process, the way we perceive time, and the degree to which we perceive our own being:

1. Receiving turns into INFINITE POSSIBILITIES. We receive primarily through a mechanism called reticular activating system. Prior to awakening, this is destined to sort out and limit the receiving capacity to a decent level. Then this changes into perceiving and receiving beyond our capacity to process, understand and implement.

2. Decision turns into OVERWHELM. The mechanics of decision changes also, because we don’t have an architecture anymore for making decisions. Believe it or not, previously the decision architecture is given by our limiting beliefs to a grand extent, and through our inspirational moments otherwise. But now we walk around inspired so often, and the limiting beliefs dissipate a lot through awakening, so we feel expanded and don’t know how to handle that and limit that through our own unique frame.

3. Time perception breaks the CONSISTENCY. Time changes into timelines. We are now not operating through time and space, because our capacity to being the CREATOR and the PLAYER coexist, so we create a lot of chaos, and a salad of multidimensionality, because we don’t have a school of creating and living within this reality yet. We don’t move through time, no more, we switch and move through timelines.

4. THE BLISS ISLAND SYNDROME. Because of all this, we deepen our capacity to be in that state of connectedness and bliss, however there isn’t really a clear path out there on how to expand this state of presence and bliss into all of who you are, all your life areas, and the way you switch from doing and working to that sweet mix of creation, magnetism and inspired action. So it feels like there’s one part of you that is the bliss part, and the rest, or the chaos, or the non-aligned compartments of your life.

TO SOLVE THIS WE NOW NEED A NEW FRAME

So many people have tried a lot of things, and something just doesn’t click. I am wondering, why isn’t anyone saying it loud and clear that the only thing that breaks or makes that wonderful progress in your creation is the pulsation of your unique vibration.

They say ‘you are love’. That is half the truth. If they told you who you really are… should we bet, you won’t believe it? So they keep it simple. You are love.

You are not love. You are ecstasy.

Love is something contained in ecstasy. And not the other way around. Ecstasy is not the pick of your experience. It is the mountain. It appears that you are love, because we all have layers of perception that are making this ecstasy pulsation a little bit blur. However, all that bliss that we download in layers and phases in the awakening process is the clear sign that it is not love that is the code of it all. It is all ecstasy, and love is simply a more blurred universal language of ecstasy, recognised by all beings.

The problem with work, goals, even creating that dream, that vision is that we don’t start with the true authenticity of our general pulsation as human species.

And the true pulsation of humanity is ecstasy. This is not something we need to argue about. Or dialogue about. No scientific proof needed. We all know this intuitively. Though there are hints about this truth everywhere. Hints in the gamma brain waves we have in our brains, hints in the chemicals of our bodies when we love, or do stuff that excites us. Eventually if you can stay present with some light transformation pain, and you know it’s a positive pain because it creates alchemy in your being, you discover that even beyond pain there is a level of peace that if tracked deeper it becomes the all encompassing ecstasy. It’s all rooted in ecstasy.

It is the game.

All life is encoded with this ineffable quality of ecstasy as an inherent truth present in our cells, in our being, in our brains, in our bodies.
When we return back to our own pulsation of ecstasy, the magic starts happening. It is what I call becoming WHOLE. The shortcut in becoming whole is in BECOMING HER, BECOMING HIM. For all your authentic pulsation, all you love, all you enjoy, all that truly excites you and moves you will eventually (if you know where to look) ultimately lead you right back into the pulsation of ecstasy.

When we ground everything in the pulsation of your unique code of ecstasy, who you are, how you design your life, how you work with goals, how you create and what you chose to create in the world, this all not only is touched by magic, but the pulsation of ecstasy is the foundation, the guide, the implementation, the strategy, the magnetism, it is literally everything.

A POWERFUL 8 WEEKS SELF-CREATION MEDITATION RETREAT

My wish (and her wish :) is to create a space for you (hence this 2 month retreat with 8 gamma meditation sessions and 8 gamma downloads/integration sessions) that is progressively inviting layers of your original ecstatic pulsation to be downloaded inside your now moment, crystallise as the you code, and do that from a 360 degrees perspective, so that you can build unity, between aspects of yourself, and your important life areas.

The thing that creates is UNITY. They think it’s hard work. It’s not. Unity is the speed and the magic. We’re focusing each week on a different aspect of yourself, creating wholeness.

Apart from that, within the sessions each week, we will create an energetic container for the consciousness to lead the way so we can focus on working with those parts of you that need alchemy and upgrades first and foremost right now.

In this way, we will create a unique combination of checking all the boxes of what you need to build your power and unique frame, while also assisting you with the exact things that can move the needle further in your life and creation.

AM's METHOD

There is one single dot that connects all other dots for me. Ecstasy. And the vehicle for ecstasy has been activated for me with what I call gamma meditation & downloads.

Every transformation I did for me and for people I worked with has always used gamma meditation & downloads.
Every single activation, healing, transformation or big breakthrough has come in a state of gamma vibration I tap into every single day.
My whole daily routine, clarity, planning, implementation, guidance, inspired action happens in that space, in that magic. The most powerful tool for self-creation I can think of.

Why self-creation and not creation in the world? Because the world is in you. It’s that simple. When you self-create yourself anew, you tap into a new timeline and that creates a new world.

This method I’ve created is using powerful tools based on awareness, presence, gamma brain waves and co-creation with consciousness. It is working powerfully through timeline activation, yin-yang creation, feminine energy downloads & magnetism. Through this work and through quantum jumps into your ecstatic pulsation and unique frame we bring the old type healing and transformation on a whole new level. You become the magic.

I envision an era of movements that will set the foundations for a new earth, and I truly believe that the simple way towards empowering a generation of movers and creators is that of teaching people how to BECOME WHOLE again, how to become HER, become HIM, and then how to become a CREATOR, a CREATRIX.

From there on, whatever they chose to create, they will have the foundational mechanics of the ecstasy of creating, and that delicious pulsation of presence and that will move mountains. Though, we only need to move people in the world. And we can together create a significant path that holds so much ecstasy and authenticity, it’s a delight. A new earth. A promised future. A consciousness concert. For all.

You are invited into this powerful space to retreat into wholeness, and witness yourself as her, as him, as magic creating your vision with delicious syncronicity.