I hit a seemingly immovable wall in life where I felt stuck, trapped, unmotivated having exhausted many resources to feel like myself again, to let go of coping mechanisms, to release past trauma, to get back that drive, to not feel hollow. Nothing traditional worked. A friend and esthetician casually talked about healing through psilocybin. I was skeptical but started months of research and combing through retreats and reviews. I kept revisiting Sayulita Wellness Retreat. So finally, I sent over a handful of questions and follow up questions in spite of my gut saying this was the one. Andrew answered quickly each time and was incredibly patient. By the time I finally picked the retreat and dates, it sold out. Somehow Andrew was able to make it work and I’ll forever be thankful for that.
This one week flipped my world right side up and had such a profound impact that years of traditional practices couldn’t even scratch the surface. Each day entailed building blocks from ceremony to ceremony. The Shamans Nirvana and Charly hold your healing and experience in the highest regard, understanding there’s no one size fits all rigid agenda. It’s key to have an open mind and be open to change. That can be hard for a type A personality but so necessary for healing to take place.
Their team embody the same level of care and integrity, that’s how I felt every step of the way. Facing your ego/pride, unraveling the muck to get unstuck…it’s uncomfortable, it’s hard. These folks though are so welcoming. I only ever felt supported, loved, heard and not judged.
Ana Elizabeth and Ana Cecilia curated the absolute best meals with attention to dietary restrictions, allergies and preferences when they could. I’m typically a carnivore but at no point did I feel deprived, starved or unsatisfied.
Sam, Denise, Norma were all so supportive and available the entire time. Victor (sound therapy) and Alex (breathwork) were intuitive and informative.
Pedro and Keely handled the psychotherapy sessions, each having their own style and bringing compassionate and direct perspectives to the table. Pedro offered several measures to incorporate once returning home which was very helpful.
The massage was one of the best I’ve had. The ice therapy was initially painful yet the best reminder of how powerful mind over matter is.
I was also thankful for the round trip airport transportation - not having to worry about that especially when traveling abroad is huge.
The skepticism, the stigmas associated with these medicines and healing —— gone. I came with desperate hopes and minimal expectations. I left feeling full of life, with a new extended family and gradually unpacking the things that no longer serve me. This group of genuinely warm and gracious healers will forever have a place in my heart. Best decision yet.
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