About this Retreat
Hi, I'm Femke. Plant medicine crossed my path years ago, as I was exploring alternative ways of healing while on the verge of burnout. My first psychedelic experience left a lasting impact on me, showing me the magic of life and the interconnectedness of all beings. However, the integration period is what made deeper transformation happen.
As a Trauma-Informed Facilitator, I support women throughout the entire Psilocybin journey — from preparation to ceremony to integration. My approach is grounded in nervous system safety, deep somatic support, and building an ethical relationship with plant medicine. Here, integration isn’t an afterthought; it’s the heart of the journey.
As a facilitator and somatic integration practitioner, I bring over seven years of experience working with psychedelics, more than 10 years of coaching experience, and have guided hundreds of participants.
With certifications in Polyvagal Theory and Journal Therapy, as well as training in somatic plant medicine integration, I'm here to meet you where you are. With additional certifications as a Narcissistic Abuse Specialist and in coercive control, I am especially equipped to support women who are navigating or healing from abuse, such as Intimate Partner Violence.
As a facilitator, I stand firmly against any form of spiritual bypassing, guru dynamics, or exploitative practices. Here, you are the expert on your own healing and experience, while I walk alongside you on this path of healing and liberation.
Thank you for being here.
Details of this retreat
Welcome at the 1-Day Private Psilocybin Ceremony for Women:
This means dedicated one-to-one guidance throughout the entire journey, including preparation, the ceremony itself, and personalized online integration support after the experience.
You'll book your own private accommodation with overnight stay, such as a private Airbnb or private home in or nearby Amsterdam. A minimum of two nights is recommended to allow for rest and settling before and after the ceremony.
This journey is not about chasing pretty visuals or bypassing pain, grief, or discomfort.
It is about meeting yourself fully: releasing what no longer serves you, reclaiming your voice, and reconnecting to the deeper essence of who you are. Many women describe the experience as a homecoming — a return to their body, their wholeness, and their authentic self.
Unlike large group ceremonies, this program offers personalized one-on-one support all the way.
As a facilitator and somatic integration practitioner, I bring over seven years of experience working with psychedelics, more than 10 years of coaching experience, and have guided hundreds of participants.
You are guided through preparation, a private one-day Psilocybin ceremony, and somatic integration work — supported by female guidance that honors your pace, history, and nervous system.
Because this is a private ceremony, the dates are fully flexible. We’ll choose the timing that works best for you.
🍄 What makes this journey different:
1. A trauma-informed, somatic approach: grounded in nervous system safety.
2. You'll choose and book your own private location, such as an Airbnb or private home.
3. Personal 1:1 female guidance: no group, just a deeply personalized space for your process.
4. Somatic integration: 1 individual integration session after your experience (with the option to book more if needed) + Somatic Integration workbook to help you embody your insights.
5. Enjoy time in the city and its surroundings, from Amsterdam’s historic canals, inspiring museums to nearby green spaces like the Amsterdamse Bos.
6. Ethics at the core: no guru dynamics or pushing beyond your boundaries
7. Reciprocity: 10% of profits donated to an Indigenous-led community.
❤️ Benefits you may experience:
· Relief from old patterns of burnout, trauma, or disconnection
· A deeper sense of self-trust, clarity, and purpose
· Building a deeper, more intimate connection with all emotions
· The ability to regulate and feel safe in your body again
· Renewed creativity, joy, and connection with life
· Feeling more whole, compassionate, and at peace
· Letting go of societal conditioning that doesn't serve you
· Finding your place in the world in times of uncertainty
This journey is for women who are ready for real transformation and who want more than just an experience, but lasting change. It is especially well-suited for those who are tired of spiritual bypassing and long for grounded spirituality. This is also a space for women who prefer to be guided by a female facilitator, offering healing and transformation beyond patriarchal systems.
Here, healing, wholeness, and liberation are deeply intertwined.
In this space, you are not a follower or a student. You are the expert on your own healing. My role is to walk alongside you, to hold space, and to guide you into a reconnection with yourself.
Please note: I also offer a more comprehensive program, The Sacred Reconnection™, which includes a private two-day retreat with accommodation, as well as a month of personal integration support with four somatic integration sessions. We can explore together which option feels most aligned for you.
📅 What to expect with booking on Retreat Guru:
1. Contact Me & Choose Your Retreat Date
Please contact me to discuss the private ceremony availability. We’ll choose your date together at least 30 days in advance to allow for meaningful preparation, and discuss suitable locations for your journey.
2. Comprehensive Intake Form
You’ll receive a thorough intake form along. This helps me understand your background, intentions, and what support will be most helpful for you.
3. Intake Call (Online via Zoom)
Schedule our Zoom call through Calendly. During this conversation, we’ll review your intake, discuss your goals, and make sure the program is a good and safe fit.
4. Confirmation
Once everything has been reviewed, there are no contraindications and the remaining invoice is paid, your ceremony will be officially confirmed. Please wait to book flights, travel, or any accommodation until then.
💻 If you'd like to connect or ask some questions before the booking process, you're very welcome to schedule an online Zoom-call with me: https://calendly.com/femkevalerie