CESAR RODRIGUEZ

I thought I had it all. I was an entrepreneur who had successfully managed a marketing agency for about a decade.

I got along very well with my family and had lots of great friends with whom I threw the best parties in Miami.

However, in spite of everything going well, there were plenty of moments where I felt a sense of emptiness and misery.

I wasn't sure where my life was going. I remember asking myself "Whose life am I living?"

After several relationships and heartbreak, I wound up unable to genuinely connect with another woman from a place of love and was settling for casual which I constantly sought out.

It took me a long time to realize that my thirst for was a symptom of my resignation from love.

I was disconnected from my heart and I didn't know it.

After a huge moment of insight, I set out on my own quest for the next entire year to heal and reconnect with my heart.

It was the most gratifying journey I've been on, the journey home. I learned that many years ago, young men used to have wise elders who would guide us and initiate us into the mature masculine.

I now realize that the Universe was so generous with me as to guide me through my own initiation during that time.

I cannot overstate the incredible 180-degree turn that my life took.

I now feel at home within my heart, have certainty of who I am, and what my life is for, and I met the love of my life, and have started a family.

The offerings in Conscious Masculinity, are the results of my own prayer to help guide other men home into the power and wisdom of their hearts.