1-day psilocybin therapy package for grief recovery 🍄 ❤️‍🩹 🌿

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Retreat Highlights

  • Guided journey work specifically for grief, held by a trained grief counsellor and psychedelic facilitator
  • Live music and sound healing woven into the journey, creating a container that holds you through the experience
  • Two online sessions to prepare and open up before the journey
  • One full day psilocybin journey in a safe, supported setting
  • A shared meal to help you close the day
  • Two online sessions afterward to help you integrate and carry it forward
  • A personal, individual programme built around your story
  • Flexible support if you need more time to prepare, integrate, or another journey

About this Retreat

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Details of this retreat

Welcome,

I don't know exactly what brought you here today, but I imagine something in you is tired. Maybe you lost someone you loved, through a goodbye you chose or one that was chosen for you. Maybe it's older than that, a childhood that didn't hold you the way it should have, a dream you quietly let go of somewhere along the way. Maybe the news arrived recently and changed the shape of everything. Whatever it is, however big or small it looks from the outside, if it's still living in you, it matters.

Most of us were taught to close the door on feelings like this. Be strong. Move on. Keep going. So we do, for a while. But grief doesn't leave just because we stop looking at it. It settles into the body and waits, and finds you again later, in a tightness you can't explain, in exhaustion that sleep doesn't fix, in the distance that creeps in between you and the people you love. You're not doing anything wrong. Your grief was just never meant to be carried silently, alone, forever.

There's nothing broken in you for feeling this. Grief this size, sadness, anger, the ache of missing someone, the strange guilt, the numbness that shows up when it's all too much, all of it is allowed here. You don't need to explain it, justify it, or have it figured out before you arrive.

This is a space to finally set some of that weight down, with someone beside you. I want to hear about your experience, because I believe that being heard matters. But some of what we carry lives deeper than words can reach, so we go there too, with music that meets you underneath language, and with medicine, psilocybin, that gently softens the walls we've built to protect ourselves, so what's underneath can finally breathe. None of this happens alone. I'll be right there with you, holding the space, for as long as it takes.

And on the other side, something is waiting for you too. Not a life without grief, some of it may always be part of your story, but a life where it isn't running the show anymore. Room to feel light again. To notice color in things that had gone grey. To trust your own body, feel steady in your own mind, and let joy back in without guilt trailing behind it. To live and love differently, moving forward.

Warmly,
Noah

Schedule

PREPARATION (two sessions, online)

We begin with two sessions together, about a week apart. This is where we get to know each other and start gently opening up what's there. Grief often carries layers that haven't had the space to be looked at yet, and these sessions are where we begin exploring that together.

They're also where I prepare you for what the journey itself can feel like, especially if this is new to you. As a trained grief and relationship counsellor, I hold this space professionally, so you can open up safely and know what to expect before we go further.


THE JOURNEY DAY

We begin around 11am. First, we take time to arrive and settle into the space together, with some grounding work to help you land before anything begins.

The journey itself unfolds over roughly four to six hours after taking the psilocybin. Afterward, a warm meal is ready and waiting, so there's nothing to plan or prepare. You can simply rest into the experience. I recommend keeping the following day light and free too, so there's room to be with whatever has surfaced.


INTEGRATION (two sessions, online)

Most programmes stop at one integration session, held soon after the journey. In my experience, that first session is often just the beginning. It's usually the second session, held a week or two later, where real clarity starts to land. That's why integration here includes two sessions, spaced to give things time to settle in between.


ONGOING SUPPORT

Beyond the scheduled sessions, I'm available by message between sessions throughout the programme. If something comes up, whether a question, a difficult moment, or something you want to process before we next meet, you don't have to sit with it alone until the next appointment.


HOW IT ALL FITS TOGETHER

Altogether, the programme typically runs four to six weeks: one preparation session a week for two weeks, the journey day, then one integration session a week for one to two weeks after. This pacing gives each part of the process the room it needs.

Important: Please reach out before booking flights or accommodation. Every programme begins with a conversation so we can find dates that work for both of us before anything is finalised.
Note: Schedule is approximate and may change

Getting Here

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Directions

Important: Please reach out to check dates and availability before booking anything.

The journey day is held in a beautiful space in a quiet neighbourhood in Haarlem, a short distance from Amsterdam. Overnight accommodation can be arranged for an additional price if that feels supportive after the journey, just let me know in advance.

Alternatively, if you're staying in an Airbnb or hotel in or around Amsterdam, I can come to you.

Accommodation

Accommodation
Full Programme: Psilocybin Therapy for Grief Recovery, from preparation through integration
Accommodation
Grief Support Session: a focused 90-minute online session, no commitment beyond the session itself
Accommodation
Discovery Call: a short conversation to explore what you need and whether this programme is right for you

What's Included

  • 2 online preparation sessions (1:1)
  • 1 full day psilocybin journey, in person
  • A meal at the end of the journey day
  • 2 online integration sessions (1:1)
  • Guidance and support throughout from a trained grief and relationship counselor and psychedelic facilitator

What's Not Included

  • Once we've confirmed your dates together, you're welcome to book your own accommodation and travel. Recommended airport: Amsterdam Schiphol. We recommend holding off on booking flights or accommodation until dates are confirmed with me directly.

Customer Reviews

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Take the journey, transform your life
Noah took me on a journey deep within myself. I met parts of me that where whispering and could finally
meet them with Noah’s guiding me. Meeting those parts, connecting with them helped me feel more
safe, compassionate toward myself and fully free of tension afterwards. My HRV spiked the day after, I
felt present, grateful, curious the days after. Thank you Noah!

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Wow
I didn’t realise how much I needed this until afterwards. I signed up because of curiosity but got so much more out of it. I feel like I realised and learned something so important and fundamental that I bring it with me everywhere now.

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A amazing experience and also a must have for me
This was such a amazing experience. I know Noah for a couple of months and if there is a man who i trust my innerworld with it would definitely be him.

The journey was so beautiful, Noah guided me through mine innerworld with his relaxing voice and his beautiful music.

Ive got the met the parts in me again who i havent seen in a very long time and thanks to Noah i saw and felt them again.

10/10 experience

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Come home to yourself!
I really enjoyed Noah's guidance and deep healing.
With his beautiful music and calming voice it felt safe and grounded.
I'm looking forward to the next time!

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Safest 1:1 experience ever
Dear Noah. Thank you so much for this journey.

I felt so safe during this experience, which made me really land into my deepest, purest and most shameful part. Thanks to your guidance, safety, compassion and beautiful voice, I got to meet it on a deeper level than I ever did.

As a result I feel so super compassionate towards that part + a new AND good way of wanting to protect and honor it.

It was exactly what the part and me needed. Would recommend 10/10.

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