MADREDIOSA

Madrediosa is a peaceful and beautiful place surrounded by a natural chorus from the jungle. It was so calming to sit, listen, and watch the hummingbirds, butterflies, agoutis, and frogs.

This was one of the most profound experiences of my life. The journey led me to reframe several traumatic events which helped me to feel less anxiety and fear in my daily life. I became aware of negative thought patterns that were keeping me stuck. I feel more connected and more trusting of my intuition. I had lost my connection to my inner wisdom and this experience reconnected me to my higher self. In the past I was consumed by worry and fear and would often imagine the worst outcome in any given situation. I have since shifted. The negative thoughts aren’t gone, but I am aware of them and know that it isn’t reality and that I can choose to be present instead of spiraling into a panic. It was a very beautiful and meaningful experience that went beyond any expectation that I had going into it.

Mar is the absolute best guide we could have asked for! She is gentle yet direct and so very knowledgeable. She helps put you at ease and helps you to feel safe and cared for at all times. Before we arrived we told Mar a little about things we wanted to work on, and she helped us to know ahead of time about foods and lifestyle choices that we should avoid for a few weeks in order to have the best possible experience. From the beginning of our visit she embraced us and helped us to feel welcomed and even introduced us to her family and friends. During the ceremony Mar was there checking in to make sure that we were ok and to offer guidance when we needed it. The ceremony felt magical as Mar would play drums and bells and sing and those sounds would somehow weave into whatever was happening in my mind. I am so grateful to have had the opportunity to meet Mar and to go through this experience with her as our guide. I had the experience that my soul needed.

I'm truly grateful that Mar is who I decided to take this journey with. Mar is an incredible person who welcomes you with open arms. I always felt safe and was never nervous with her.

I got more from the ceremonies than I could have imagined. I feel like 100lbs lighter coming home. My life is immediately different in the best ways. Mar always knew what I needed and what to say at exactly the right time.

I'll never forget the experience, the jungle, Mar, and the other lovely people I met through this journey.

I had an amazing experience. Mar was a wonderful guide she always seemed to ask how I was doing when i needed it. She set a beautiful atmosphere in the Costa Rican jungle where she sings and plays music during ceremony. Puerto Viejo is a very chill place with beautiful beaches and kind people.

My first ceremony was a bit of a struggle for me because I had been repressing my emotions for so long. The second ceremony was very powerful for me. I had an incredibly Cathartic experience. I felt like i talked to God. I will remember it for the rest of my life. I experienced so much love and gratitude, its impossible to describe with words. If you feel like Ayahuasca is calling to you then I highly recommend it, and If you decide to go to Costa Rica with Mar then you will be in good hands. I can tell Mar does this because she wants truly cares about people and wants to help.

Nunca había escrito una reseña en internet.
He tardado cuatro meses quizá en sentarme a poner palabras a lo que allí viví.
La catarsis fue tan profunda que he necesitado tiempo para integrar y comprender.
Hoy, por fin, puedo compartir mi verdad con gratitud.

Viajé a Madre Diosa movida por una intención muy poderosa: continuar mi proceso de sanación personal. Ese que emprendí hace un año y medio cuando decidí tomar las riendas de mi vida y liderarme. Tras terapias individuales y grupales, medicación...
La presión del ritmo frenético y decadente de Europa, mantenerme cuerda ya era un logro. Sentí la llamada de la medicina como un paso natural en ese camino, y así llegué hasta Puerto Viejo.

Me crucé un océano con mi intuición como faro, aun sabiendo que en la casa de Mar había una gatita negra llamada Cacao… y yo con pánico a los gatos. Intuí que nada de aquello era casual. Debía atravesar todo lo que el destino me tuviera preparado.
Acondicioné mi cuerpo durante mes y medio: sin sustancias químicas, sin carne roja, sin café, sin alcohol. El lugar terminó de purificar no solo mi cuerpo, sino también mi alma.
Mis dos semanas allí fueron un antes y un después. Aquel entorno es pura magia: la selva, el océano, la energía del lugar y la presencia amorosa de Mar. Ceremonié con rapé, con kambo, con ayahuasca —dos veces— y con bufo. Cada una de estas medicinas abrió puertas distintas dentro de mí.
Mi segunda ceremonia de ayahuasca fue especialmente dura. Mar lo dijo al terminar: “Es la ceremonia más complicada que he tenido en mi vida”. Yo también sentí que atravesaba un auténtico exorcismo. Fue una experiencia extrema, difícil de explicar, pero absolutamente transformadora. No la relato como crítica, sino como un enorme agradecimiento: gracias a esa noche hoy soy mejor persona. La medicina sigue trabajando en mí, y continúo mi proceso de sanación con serenidad, con intención y con una abstinencia natural que honra lo sagrado de lo vivido.
Lo más complejo vino al regresar a Europa: volver a una realidad en la que ya no encajaba y que ya no resonaba conmigo. Pero es posible sostener la integración si continúas el camino con apoyo —en mi caso, con mi terapeuta— y con un compromiso firme hacia uno mismo.

Volví distinta: mi mirada era otra, mi rostro era otro, mi energía era otra. Había belleza, claridad y elevación. Y algo más: me reconcilié con mi asunto pendiente con los gatitos… y, sobre todo, ME RECONCILIÉ CONMIGO MISMA.

Amo a Mar. Amo aquel lugar. Y me siento eternamente agradecida. No sé si ella querrá recibirme de nuevo como huésped, pero a mí me encantaría volver. Lo cierto es que no necesita reseñas: su vida y su trabajo irradian una abundancia natural.
El primer día la escuché decir, con una sonrisa luminosa: “Amo mi vida”. En ese instante supe que estaba justo donde debía estar.
Mi alma hizo click allí. Y ese clic sigue resonando en cada paso que doy.
Gracias, Mar. Gracias, Madre Diosa.

Mar is caring, hospitable, straight forward and generous. The cabin is clean, comfortable and the sights and surroundings are stunning. I recommend!