1 hour integration call, or integration program with 5 calls

I do not know where to begin - I am someone who has always just got on with things, but I ended up with life attacking me all at once and was finding things very difficult.
I decided to try the psilocybe therapy as antidepressants were not working for me. How did it workout, both the treatment and Renate exceeded my expectations in a way that I just cannot put into words.
I travelled to the Netherlands with some concerns about what I might experience but Renate instilled into me a confidence and that it would be ok.
The experience itself has turned me around, partly because of the treatment but also due to Renate just being there with her kindness.
I would like to thank her for her kindness and support: words, actions, intuition, skill and knowledge.
I would highly recommend: she will always be, with great appreciation, etched in my thoughts.
Thank you.

A first-time psilocybin experience was absolutely amazing thanks to Renate's care and guidance. An initial video chat included information on what to expect the day of the ceremony. Messaging chat helped me to best sort airports and hotels quickly. Follow-up has included information on best integrating the experience to get the most from the journey.

The atmosphere itself is quiet, calming, inviting and comfortable. Very easy to settle into the surroundings and the journey itself. After the ceremony, a flavorful soup/bread was so satisfying - a perfect way to unwind and chat through the experience and reorient.

My first journey was peaceful and enlightening. I can say I didn't necessarily get the answers I went in looking for but came away with a few answers to questions I didn't realize I needed answers. So grateful for Renate's care and experience - it's so easy to highly recommend her and Truly Loving!

I attended a retreat last month and it was a life changing experience. I’m still working to integrate what I experienced but it was profound beyond words. The other participant in the retreat was a kind soul and I was touched by what we shared together. They similarly also expressed having a profound and transformative experience.

The first day, Renate and Martijn picked me up from the station and took me to the retreat centre. We went over what to expect and prepared for the session. I mentioned that I did a retreat before in a different country, but it didn’t have much of an effect on me. As a result, we decided to start off the first session with the maximum dose. During the session, I encountered strong feelings of feeling alone and abandoned — as a result, I called out for help, and they held my hand for an hour and placed a hand on my shoulder. I started to feel the warmth of the connection flood in, and it felt like my subconscious was receiving a software patch to help resolve those feelings that may have been present since childhood. I understand now what it would mean to have a bad trip. If it weren’t for guides like Renate and Martijn, I would’ve most likely ended up stuck in a dark place. In addition, I have a slight discomfort around the presence of cats in general, but as time went on I warmed up to Felix, the resident cat, and felt that he was watching out for me while helping me on my journey.

The second day, I had a strong reaction to the medicine and was stuck in the WC for quite a while. Martijn kindly offered me a bucket in case I needed one, and I felt that one was required. At one point during the session, I was moving around quite a bit and Martijn offered some advice that helped me go deeper and let go of the energy that was trapped, which led to a truly profound experience that is difficult to capture in words. It became a recursive loop with a focus that led to a certain feeling of unity while the mind was quiet.

On the third and final day, we had an integration session. They recommended books and talks to go over, and I am currently diving into them now, working on the integration. I feel you get out what you put into the retreat, and the more you are willing to experience darker parts that you may want to run away from, the more transformative it will be. The aftercare email and advice were key factors I feel that differentiate this retreat from the other one I went to in the past in a different country. Although the other retreat had interesting experiences, I feel that I wasn’t able to integrate them in daily life the same way I am integrating with this retreat. Writing this review several weeks after the retreat shows that I now experience permanent changes in key areas in my life and am working to integrate the other changes in a more permanent way.

The food during the retreat was delicious and nutritious, I devoured everything that was offered and am grateful for every meal that we shared together. The music selection was perfect and even now I listen to the songs from time to time to help reactivate different experiences that I encountered.

I’m grateful to Renate and Martijn (& Felix) as well as the other participant and would highly recommend this retreat for anyone looking for personal transformation and insight to better themselves and help create a better and kinder world.

First of all I have to thank Renate and Martijn for this amazing experience. I had a good feeling after the get to know call and I was so excited for the ceremony.
Those two just give me a feeling of acceptance and support before, thru and after the ceremony.
You just feel that those two have a pure heart and can guide you the best way, no matter in what situation you will be in. They take care of you and do their best to give you a save trip. The journey itself was beautiful and it showed me a way to see things with more love and patience. It is a beautiful way to open up more for the right direction.

I am grateful for the experience I made and I will Absolutely do it again.
Lots of love

Renate and Martjin are kind and helpful people. They assured me, from the very first preliminary meeting, patience and professionalism in answering my questions, doubts, and reflections. Accordingly, we decided that I would be directly assisted by Martjin. The retreat took place in the best conditions of comfort and safety, in a calm and relaxing setting. Martjin proved to be an attentive and precise guide, open and sensitive, but also respectful of individual physical and emotional space. At the same time, he actively helped me when I found myself in a moment of real difficulty, providing me with the necessary advice and support (technical/emotional) to navigate the situation at best. Thank you again for accompanying me on this extraordinary journey!